I didn’t want to get up this morning. I thought if I could stay in bed all day I could avoid life altogether. I recognized this for the bad idea that it was and got myself up. I heated up some leftover fish and sweet potatoes even though I didn’t feel like eating. I know […]
Tomorrow Ernie goes back to work. I was going to have him take me to class, but I decided that I’m just not up for sitting in that warm room and listening to the lecture. I’ll stay home and finish my essay and maybe do some work. Take it easy. Don’t do too much. I […]
You don’t know how powerful I am. Just wait. You’ll see. My dreams keep coming true. I can’t be stopped. Don’t bother to try.
Some of today…
Sometimes I feel like writing fiction. Something inside of me wants to tell a story. I’ll begin and then quit, swearing that the process is too painful to endure. Is it that I’m afraid to fail? Am I afraid that writing fiction would require that I reveal the dark parts of myself? Maybe there are […]