It came to me like. flash. A flash? The flashy notion was that I can use this blog to document my creative journey. I want to be an artist. No, I shouldn’t say that. I will say that I am an artist! I have something to express. Something to share with the world. I have the passion, now I need the skill. I need to learn how to use those tools I’ve purchased.
Okay, I know that in a previous post I said the blog was going to be all about jewelry. That was a good thought, but now I’m thinking bigger. The concept may get bigger still. It may shrink. We shall see. The important part is that I keep posting.
I was going to talk about a few things in this post, but instead, I’ll keep it short.
I will give a preview of what’s to come. Not necessarily in this order.
- Learning how to make wrapped wire loops.
- Digital to physical mixed media.
- My next dance solo.
- Working with my new DSLR camera.
We’ll see how things go.
Making wrapped loops is a wire jewelry fundamental. With a wrapped loop you can securely connect your jewelry components. I had a difficult time understanding how to do them until I took a Curious course from the O’Neil Sisters, DIY Beaded Jewelry. Here’s something from them on YouTube.
I have made a few bracelets using wrapped loops.My technique needs some work.
I went on a bracelet making spree. I wanted to master the multi-strand bead cone design. It started out kind of bad, but it got better. I’m not a master yet, but I’ve got some experience under my belt. Making these two bracelets took about 12 tries. It was all about getting the length right, crimping correctly, and achieving quality wrapped loops.
My MS flare-up means taking a steroid drug called Dexamethasone. Its side-effects include upset stomach and stomach irritation. My stomach is upset and irritated. It was okay yesterday I think because I’ve been drinking Citrucel at night, and I was a bit careful of what and how much I was eating.
Today I threw a bit of caution to the wind. I decided to see how fries from Wendy’s would treat me.
I had some jello pudding. I had a couple of waffles with syrup in the morning. I ate Wheat Thins hoping they would settle my stomach but probably had too many of them. I’m sure there’s something I’m leaving off.
Tomorrow I take it easier. I will think before I eat.
Here is something pretty.
Tulips manipulated with Reflection app and Dreamscope app for iPhone.
I realized today that the pill I’m on for nerve pain is causing drowsiness. It makes me feel like I’m not quite in this world. Could it be that I will wake up to find that this MS thing was only a dream? That’s a silly thought I guess, but I enjoy thinking of reality as being plastic.
I want to finish my position paper for class, but my head seems too foggy. In the paper, I’m arguing against a British guy who thinks libraries are over. They are not! It will appear on my learning blog this week hopefully.
I started to upgrade my iPhone 5s to the 6s plus online today, but the ship date would have been late April. So hubby and I will head to the AT&T store tomorrow. I’m getting the biggest phone! I probably should wait for the 7, but I just can’t.
- I’m using technology to help manage my health. I downloaded an app called MS Self that let’s me easily record how I’m feeling each day.
Screenshot from MS Self app
- I’m using a biofeedback type of relaxation software tool called HeartMath.
Screenshot from HeartMath
- I’m going to make better use of Evernote to organize my digital and real life.
Screenshot from Evernote notebook
I need a big phone!
We decluttered our kitchen medicine cabinet tonight. It’s really amazing how many duplicate expired over-the-counter medications we had. We have wasted a lot of money over the years!
I’ve mentioned here before that I need a degree that is not a dance degree so I can get a full-time job as something other than a clerical worker. I have begun filling out the application for the Masters program in Instructional Systems Technology at IU. I am registered to take the GRE in December. It would seem that my ducks are lining up nicely.
Today I decided to start thinking about preparing for the GRE. I’ve never had to take it. I’ve made a point of avoiding programs that required it. Today I did a Google search for GRE preparation resources, and I came across a site that had some sample questions for the quantitative part of the exam. I had been telling myself that I can do the math part of the GRE. It might be a struggle, but I can do it. After today I’m not so sure. After attempting to understand those sample questions I had a mini meltdown. I think I was nearing an actual panic attack.
So then I decided to leap to the conclusion that I cannot do well enough on the test to get into the program. I then decided that I will never be able to get a full-time job that I enjoy. I thought that I might as well just give up on any and all of my dreams.
Then I thought, I could just get a certificate in Instructional Systems Technology. I would learn a lot, it would take less time, it would cost less money, and I wouldn’t need the GRE. Would that look as good on my resume? It would not. Sounds like a bit of a cop-out to me. Besides, I really want to delve deeply into the discipline. I want to find a way to make a mark. I want to be a serious scholar. I need to get over my fear of math. I need to believe in myself.
After my little freak out episode, I took Dad to campus so he could take some pictures. I managed to take a few pictures while worrying about my future. Here’s one I took that seems to symbolize the path I’m travelling to get to my distant future.
The long path to I’m not sure what.
Today I learned that I shouldn’t get too attached to a project that isn’t mine.
I also need to realize that for me, making a video is becoming an excuse not to write. I won’t become a better writer if I don’t write.
That being said…